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I have new roommates now. I still don’t really talk to them, i’m not as vast in my apartment as i thought i would since its so big, but i don’t like to talk to people sometimes and if they’re there, its rude if i don’t. so instead i go into my room, stay in there, water my plant, open my windows, blast music and do whatever it is i do. Then leave whenever to go wherever and just not talk to anyone. when i was leaving my apartment last night there were these two little girls playing on the stairs with their toys and they asked me if i lived there now, and if i was leaving. i said yes i was leaving and yes i live there. We found we’re neighbors. they’re cute, i hope for no trouble. I had a bizzare Gym senerio yesterday, too embarassing to put online for the public, but let me cue you in that all the employees know me at this gym and one pulled me aside and was like i don’t know how to tell you this. I left with the intention of coming back, but just never went back i was too embarassed. I ate sushi outside yesterday until it started raining on me, i didn’t bother to move. It didn’t bother me very much, rain clears the streets, rain gets people away and sometimes its nice, to not have a hundred people around all the time. I’ve been listening to my brown sugar slow r&b jams. The ones my friends make fun of me for listening to, like tyrese, usher, the dream, taio cruz, along dem lines. I just like a little sweet something, a little slow motion, a little something - let my tired head spin away. I guess rock seems a little insensitive and pop is too peppy. I want a concrete structure i can sit on, spray some grafitti on and watch the sunset. I feel beside myself, a not very wise, self. A tired, quiet, and nervous self. Keeping eyes open, stuck on the prize.
